♫ My dear, sometimes, ♫.♫ I feel so tired. ♫.♫ When I'm lonely, ♫.♫ I'll cry as well. ♫.♫ Ooh. Ooh. ♫.♫ Trying hard to grow up. ♫.♫ Ooh. Ooh. ♫.♫ Keeping up with hesitation. ♫.♫ Bravely ♫.♫ The so-called darkness ♫.♫ is just your supposition. ♫.♫ The detour in life ♫.♫ makes us fearless. ♫.♫ Ooh. Ooh. ♫.♫ Go flying. ♫.♫ Where are you now? ♫.♫ Let's go. ♫.Go Ahead.Episode 30.Let me see..It's not scratched..It's dirty..Put the shoe on..It's so late. What's wrong?.What can't you say out?.Brother He, my neck..I'm strangled..I'm strangled. My neck..Ziqiu..Ziqiu, she can't breathe..Zhao Huaguang's son is five years old..So Ziqiu is useless for him..Why do adults have so many children?.Obviously, they don't like kids..They don't like them, but the kids are helpful..Parents can rest hopes on sons,.have sons to carry on family lines,.raise sons for their late years..I can't understand that..How could they act like that?.Can you give me another response..Let me know what you're thinking..How could you decide all?.You said it yourself,.that there is no relationship between us..Why do you meddle in my affairs?.I didn't beg Zhao Huaguang in the toughest time..I worked so hard.for I didn't want to beg Zhao Huaguang..I would have come back after graduation..I don't hate you though you deserted me that year..Zhao Huaguang deserted me, but I don't hate him either..I just think....I feel a deep sense of shame..Why is it me that is deserted every time?.Why is it me every time?.Did I do something wrong?.I think of that all the time..But I can't figure it out..I think I can't come back like this..Why do I always look very dejected?.When I want to go home,.it's Li Jianjian and dad that take me in..So I have to make money..I must be rich when I'm back..I'll open a coffee shop, Li Jianjian's favorite,.with the showcase full of her favorite desserts..So she can eat as much as she wants.and will never eat them up..I want everyone to know.that I'm doing very well, and have a good life..I don't need pity..I needn't depend on others..I'll try my best to make money..I'll treat dad and Li jianjian well..I wanna make money,.so I can give all my best to those who never deserted me..I'm sorry..Don't say sorry..I beg you..You've had a new family and a new life..According to the life you want in your mind,.live well, please..Don't regret it..Never regret it..I beg you..♫ The rain is coming in through the window ♫.♫ drenching my heart. ♫.Why are you crying?.♫ The rain trickles freely. ♫.Let's go..♫ Please tell me how to hide. ♫.♫ It doesn't say but replies with the patter. ♫.♫ In the dark world ♫.♫ I gently touch the scar left by the rain. ♫.You can leave..I'm sorry to trouble you..I won't bother you any more..♫ Turn myself into a stranger. ♫.♫ Leave after cry. ♫.♫ If the rain falls down, ♫.♫ I'll become an ocean. ♫.♫ Every spray seems a bond of love. ♫.♫ If it rains heavily, ♫.♫ and I forget to go home, ♫.♫ I'll put on the rain ♫.♫ and fly as if I have wings. ♫.♫ You teach me to grow up. ♫.♫ I turn round and walk towards you. ♫.♫ No wall can stop me the sun. ♫.♫ If the rain falls down, ♫.♫ I'll become an ocean. ♫.♫ Put on the light you give. ♫.♫ Fly again. ♫.♫ I have wings. ♫.Wow, it smells good..You're making omelets..Go out, in case oil splashes on you..What can I do for you?.You can make the salad..Okay..Be careful. Don't cut your hand..I'm better than you..You forget that last time you cut yourself?.Don't bring up the past, okay?.Come on. The plate..Jianjian..Ziqiu gets up?.Get washed. We'll have the meal..Okay..Wake Lingxiao up..Brother He, have a tomato..As all three of you are here,.let's talk about what happened last night..Dad..Don't mention it..Why?.I made it clear last night..And you heard it..As it has been said,.we needn't say it again..Alright..You are adults now,.and have your own ideas..You didn't tell me about your things..Even if you tell me, I can't solve them..Dad, I don't mean that..I've told you everything..You hide many things from me..Well, I'll do a self-criticism first..I'm not a good dad..Except that I make you meals.I can't do anything..Again?.Dad, that's not true..Don't interrupt me..Let me finish it..I felt confused sometimes..I think we should let bygones be bygones..If there's something we can't handle,.we just hold out and move forward,.and then we will overcome them..So the three of you have been estranged these years..I'm in the middle but I can't help you..You don't need to help..Well, I'm to blame for this..My temper is bad..I'm sorry..It's my faults if you're not good..Your mother died early..I always feel sorry for you..So even if you make mistakes,.I'm not willing to scold you..To be honest,.I believe whatever you say..I'm afraid of any trouble. Right?.Even if I know it, I can't solve it..Well, I just escaped from it..Dad Li, you think too much..We've all grown up..We can't always let you worry about our things..Especially you, Ling Xiao..You are different from Ziqiu..I regard you as my son,.but you're not real..So sometimes you are wronged,.I don't think I'm qualified..I know sometimes you... are no less wronged than Ziqiu is..You called me Dad Li for so many years..But I don't care much for you..I said we were a family,.but I didn't do as I said..I don't dare to ask about this or that..It's my fault..Sometimes, mistakes the kids make are small ones,.while the adults make big mistakes..However, the adults are not as brave as the kids,.and have no courage to admit the mistakes..We're telling the truth now..Ziqiu..You can choose not to forgive your mother,.as she made those unforgivable mistakes..But there are some things you must know..Since she knew that you worked in a cafeteria last night,.she called Zhao Huaguang immediately.and cursed him for a while..Then we drank a lot of wine.and talked a lot..She also told me why she went to Shenzhen..(In the summer of 1999).Hello, madam. May I help you?.Are you He Mei?.I'm not. Wait a minute..He Mei..Someone wanna see you..Hello. May I ask why you want to see me?.You're a wicked woman and seduced my husband..Shame on you..Everybody, look at this mistress..What are you doing?.I'm afraid you're mistaken..You immoral woman..- What are you doing?.- You're still protecting her..Let's go home first..Everybody, here's a mistress who seduces my husband..Everyone, the mistress is called He Mei..I've discussed with the finance department..You'll get your salary later..You don't have to come to work tomorrow..What do you mean?.Everyone is laughing at you..How can you stay here?.I can't even work here..First, I never promise to be your girlfriend..Second, you never say that you have a wife..I have a son to raise..You're trying to kill me..You know my situation now..You don't have to work..I'll give you money..Scum..He Mei, are you okay?.You are fired..Get your salary and get out..Hemei..Madam..I'll paint the wall again at once..He Mei, I can't rent this house to you..Your affairs have a bad impact..Pack up and move as soon as possible..But the rent contract....I thought that it's difficult for you to be a single mother..But I didn't think you are a mistress..You know, you're so pretty..Why would you seduce a married man?.People should take the right path..Move at once..Are you busy today?.Not really. What's wrong?.I can't take the day off..May you go to the studio later? Walk and chat with him..I see..Go to work. Don't be late..What do you think about that?.About what?.What dad said today.and the things about He Mei..She told me that last time we met..She said it's good for us to leave me behind..I've always wanted to know the reason before..But when I knew it,.I found the reason wasn't important..Not important?.As I knew the reason, I couldn't change the results..She didn't have a bad time..She had a new family and a child..She never even regretted leaving me behind..I once thought she might want to see me..But finally, it turned out to be my wishful thinking..Maslow's hierarchy of needs. Do you know that?.What is it?.Human needs are ranked from the lowest.to the highest, like a pyramid..At the bottom, the most basic level is physiological needs..In a word, these are necessities, such as air, water, and food..Dad has said if someone is in a dead end and can't survive,.he's not a man then..Why isn't he a man?.For a meal, he pulls the mill like a donkey and gets whipped..Like a dog, he finds food in trash and eats it. It's disgraceful..For ordinary people,.life is like a box of chocolates..You never know what you're gonna get..For those poor and struggling people,.Life is like playing Russian roulette..When you pull the trigger on your temples,.you never know whether you get nothing or get a bullet..Okay, that's enough..I know..I don't hate her for that..I... think she is unfair to me..What's fair?.Having disappeared for more than 20 years,.she comes back and claims you as her son?.Who are you speaking for?.For you, of course..I hate to hear that..If you don't want to hear, I won't say it..But you wouldn't....go away and leave me alone?.Brother He..What are you doing?.Could you leave me alone?.Ningxia Road, please..Mom..Ziqiu..Ziqiu..Ziqiu..Ziqiu..Where are you, Ziqiu?.Ziqiu..Where are you, Ziqiu?.Are you feeling better?.Much better..Where is Dongdong?.He fell asleep..Don't worry about that..Come and eat something..Why do you have such a severe fever this time?.Everybody may get sick..If Li Haichao hadn't called me,.maybe you would die at home, and no one would know..When I was young, I suffered a lot but didn't die..If I died of fever,.my life would be a joke..You're in the vein for jokes?.To be honest,.Li Haichao is really a good man.as he let go of the past..Why didn't you... see in him at that time?.Right, it's my fate..If we had been together at that time,.my life would be totally different today..I think both of you are single now..Why don't you reconsider it? You know....I made him so miserable in those days..If I pursue him now,.I would be shameless..If he thinks so,.he can't be so nice to you, can he?.That's because of his good nature..He thought I remarried and gave birth to Dongdong..You haven't told him the secret about Dongdong?.I'm not close to him..Why do I tell him about these things?.Not important?.Then why are you caring about Ziqiu?.I owe him..Mei, It's been so many years..Don't punish you for it..Miss Hong, you don't know that..For Ziqiu, this kind of thing is impossible to solve..I admit that I owe him..I can't give him back or make up for his loss..That's our life. That's it..(Haichao Noodle Restaurant).Fry both sides first..Then change the oil..Uncle Ling is back?.Where are others?.It's not dinner time..They went to the billiards room across the street..Bring me some tea..Okay..You said you're on a business trip for half a month, right?.Why do you come back today?.Don't talk about it..My colleague worked at a selected spot just for two days,.but was hospitalized for a heart attack..Thus the leader ask all of us over the age of 50 to rest..We, old guys, are almost useless..It's unexpected..I think you really need a rest..You're not in your twenties or thirties..It's risky for you to go to the front line..The people's police love the people..Zhu is right..Well, go to the property company to pay the fee,.and buy some bags of salt..Okay..When did you have a presbyopia?.Two years ago..We're old..All parts of our bodies get less efficient.and need to be repaired..Stop learning the recipe..Talk to me..It's the last step for the dish. Just a moment..Alright..Yesterday, you told me there was something.that must be told face to face, not by phones?.Two things..One of Ziqiu and the other of Ling Xiao..Which one do you want to listen to first?.The good one..The good thing is.Ling Xiao told me he and Jianjian....You know, they are....What are they doing?.They are in love..You mean... they are in love at last?.Am I dazzled? Or are you deaf?.That's good news..Great..I've told you to keep the goodies within the family..This good meat should be cooked in our own pot..You see, they're in love..We'll be doubly related..Don't be happy too soon..Of course I am happy..Maybe they'll break up in two days..Don't say that..She had broken up with her ex-boyfriend for two days..Two days later, they became friends again..This time they won't..Even if they break up, I won't agree..What can you do if you don't agree?.You can force them to get marriage licenses?.What do you mean?.You're not happy that they're in love?.Or do you think my son is not good enough?.I am satisfied with Ling Xiao..But Chen Ting would never be satisfied with Jianjian..She is in Singapore..She's far away and can't interfere..In other words, even if Lingxiao marries a princess,.she wouldn't be satisfied either..Anyway, I can't let my daughter be bullied by her..No, you think too much..I feel something wrong with this..It's my son that is in love..Why did he tell you first?.Obviously, he loves me more..Well, Jianjian just told me a cold joke..Why we say that father is like a mountain?.Why?.Because you don't move..It sounds like you don't understand..Fine..I have to work outside all the time..So I don't have time to accompany children..As you have no time,.Don't blame them for not being close to you..Alright, not close to me..They're close to you. Stop saying that..By the way, what happened to Ziqiu?.Well, Ziqiu met his mother, but they weren't happy..What happened?.Well, that day He Mei came to see me with her son.and inquired about Ziqiu..Until now she began to ask about her son..Is there such a bad mother? It's been a long time..Please listen to me..Most importantly, she mainly talked about her own story..You don't know....(Haichao Noodle Restaurant).Hello..Sorry, I'm late as I had a meeting..It's okay. I didn't wait long..Sit down please..Thanks..I've been very busy recently..You can call me if you have anything urgent..What's wrong?.When I was waiting for you,.I thought it might be easier for you.to accept it in this way..So I wrote it down..OK, you send it to me..Maybe I can help you..Mingyue, I didn't notice you in high school..But when I met you again, I fell in love with you at first sight..I never thought I would meet my ideal girlfriend one day..You are pretty, generous and kind..The more I know you, the more I love you..You've finished it so fast?.Maybe it's unexpected..I'd like to add something about my family..I grew up in Beijing..I came here with my parents in high school..My dad does a business in seafood wholesale..My mom is a housewife..We have three apartments and....Don't say any more..I don't want to know that..When you go back, think about it..How can you do this?.You know that Tang Can likes you,.and I'm her best friend..Why do you tell me that?.I had nothing to do with Tang Can..I made it clear to her..Besides, I always like you..Stop saying that..You really make me embarrassed..I always regard you as my senior.without any other emotions..Mingyue..I'm sorry if I'm too offensive..Why don't we try to get along again?.I'll try to make you know....No. Don't try..You'd better try to like Tang Can..Don't come to see me again..I really feel it's bad..Mingyue..Don't follow me..(Tang Can).Tang can, I'm going back to the office. What's up?.Mingyue. I'm wanted for playing a role in a film..Really?.Yes..The producer called me in person,.said the director felt I was perfect for the role,.and wanted to meet me..I'll tell you more details when I go home..I'll buy some clothes first..Okay. Off you go..See you later..Great..Dad Li have told me that Jianjian and you are in love..I'm very happy for you and strongly support you..I wish you happiness..I hope the two families loving each other.become a real one..Thanks, dad..You must have worked hard to raise me for so many years..You will also be happy in the future..Move this chess piece..You're off duty?.Yeah, you'll have dinner?.Right. Your team will be on the night shift next week?.Yeah..See you..See you tomorrow..Bye..I drove myself here today..Do I need to pick you up?.No, thanks..Xixi..No wonder he looks in high spirits these two days..Is it so easy for you to turn from family to couple?.We've had a good relationship since we're young..Now our families support us..I hope you will have a boyfriend soon..Well, I take it..Everyone is picked up, except me..I don't want to disturb you..My car was parked underground. I'll go..See you..- Bye..- Bye..What are we going to eat later?.What do you want to eat?.Let's have a buffet,.and pick up Brother He first..Not today..Give him a little time..Today I sent him messages all day.to show great concern for him..But he didn't reply to me..So give him some privacy. Leave him alone..But... especially during these times,.we must make him feel the warmth of family, right?.He doesn't feel the warmth of family but the noise of the world..Really?.Let's go and eat the hot pot..Maybe I scared you today..But could you give me another chance?.Block him..(Block this contact).You scared me..Why is it you?.Who do you think it is?.You guys talk. I'll go up..The door is open..Go ahead..No one else is here..He told Tang Can that he liked me not her..It's like a drama..Right. So I don't dare to go home now..How can I explain to Tang Can?.But... it's not your fault..You needn't to be afraid..It is easy for you to say..When Ling Xiao liked you at that time,.do you dare to tell me?.In my experience, it can't be hidden..Right. So I don't dare to go home..Tang Can is at home now..I have to explain it once I go back..I really don't know how to deal with this kind of thing..Tang Can is in a good mood today, you know?.I know. She called me.and said the producer wanted to meet her..While she's happy now, tell her the truth. All is settled..No, it's horrible..Stop..Come on..Maybe another day..Qi Mingyue..The door is open..What should I do?.It's okay. I'm here..Let's go..♫ When we held our hands for the first time, ♫.♫ it was like you were grasping all you had. ♫.♫ One turns bigger while the other turns smaller. ♫.♫ We meet at the crossroads of time. ♫.♫ Good night. Goodbye. My children. ♫.♫ Maybe you'll leave here. ♫.♫ Maybe the way back home will be longer. ♫.♫ Walk slowly. Don't look back. ♫.♫ I'll stay here, ♫.♫ looking afar with your back view. ♫.♫ I'm like the old house you're accustomed to live in. ♫.♫ One day you find a new start, ♫.♫ like a leaf flying to the new branch. ♫.♫ The old days are just like yesterday. ♫.♫ Good night. Goodbye. My children. ♫.♫ Maybe you'll leave here. ♫.♫ Maybe the way back home will be longer. ♫.♫ Walk slowly. Don't be sad. ♫.♫ I'll stay here, ♫.♫ watching you fly away. ♫.
